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Thursday, September 10, 2009
1:01:00 am
after having rot the usual way at home yesterday. i decided to read up my old blog post which includes the ones i first wrote on this blog,which dated back to year 2006. well many things have changed, including my speech and language use.. i realised i've been a rebellious child since young and still am now.
Reading through those old post..reminds me of those old sch days where everyone was busy balancing their cca's and studies at the same time, and furthermore the frequent trips that were made back to sch for competition trainings... many things happened..but forgotten. its good.
even i began questioning myself, if i'm also suffering from senile dementia. i just couldn't remember those terrible times i had in school.

my very first post was dated back in september 6 2006, its amazing to know that i'm able to keep up a space of mine for such a long period of time. its september 10 2009 now. 3 years have passed..and this blog is still well-maintain. i'm rather proud of myself for my undying passion to blog abt my mundane life to the world. well why do i say undying, hmm most people around me somehow knows that my interest for certain things was always short lived, however the passion for some could last very long. for this i've to admit that i still don't really understand myself fully.
if i did not remember wrongly, i was only secondary 3 when i first started blogging. i've never thought of owning a space of mine, where i'm able to express my happiness and unhappiness. it was until my bestfriend who introduced this to me. i was a novice to it. i always tell others that i'm a computer idiot, till now i'm still one cause currently i only know how to use the most basic functions of the computer. except the fact that i'm more internet savvy now. i used to keep a diary, well as you know diary are things that is forbidden from anyone but to yourself. however my educated parents does not understand that, which result that i'm afraid of keeping one. however as time passed, i became more open about expressing myself and thus began maintaining a blog, currently i'm not afraid to allow others into my space to read abt my thoughts and feelings. and through this you can actually find friends of yours who cared for you, and those who wanted a better understanding of you. i hope i can continue maintaining this blog, till some point of time when i'm no longer capable to contribute the up's and down of my life to my friend's and the world. its not that i'm dying or anything, but well life is short hence we should live life to the fullest everyday..other than rotting at home. the feeling of it is horrible, to be truthful i hate it very much actually.

ok that's all for now... i'll proceed to a corner of my bed now to continue drawing circles. i've been drawing it the whole day. but i still can't draw a perfect one... :( that's very saddening.
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MICHELLE
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