Saturday, January 30, 2010
1:06:00 am
my brother's temper is getting worse and weirder each day.
i don't understand.
why does he need to flip the chair?
mum questioned him
they debated awhile.
the very first time mum did not argue back.
surprising...

amazed at how things have change.
dad became more open.

i told him that i thought of changing my course of study.
i thought he would scold me.
little did i expect that...
he said okay, but make sure that this is what you want to do.
i nearly teared.
never did i expect that...
he would be so supportive of me, my decisions of my life.

wonder what has gotten into me lately....
i totally lost interest in my studies.
everything is so stagnant.
my throat sore.
mentally tired.
exam's just round the corner.
I've been fooling around. too much.
i should just face the reality and work hard for what I'm doing now.
i need to stop escaping.
i need to be brave enough to face everything.
i miss the old-me...
i think i think too much about things
i need to be simple.

seriously i hope someone could give me a tight slap directly in my face.
i want to cry very much.
......

i am..
MICHELLE
somehow ppl does not feel my presence or deem that i exist. am i that invisble or useless?
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