mine.

warning...

2011-03-02T03:07:00.002+08:00

hahaha...i officially issue you a warning letter.
you better watch out! hahaha

right..
okay life has been tough till now. no doubt. but what beats having a good future than a future you constantly worry and feel embarrassed looking at your transcripts?

yes...so work hard now :)

its been sometime since i've updated my life here.
though its pretty boring...
since the things i've done practically all the time was:
school, work, sailing...occasional social life (if you happen to booked my schedule at least a month earlier and not change date! haha.) :)

rightttttttt....

so firstly i've been becoming more of a spendthrift instead of my initial mindset on saving money. :( not that i've too much time on my hands to walk around singapore shopping malls in the day. i actually choose the opposite...shopping in the middle of the night...like 3am :) the advancement of technology allows me to shop online be it sg or overseas. lovely!

secondly...hohoho. do not say i'm a clubber or a heavy drinker. I'M NOT! but i do enjoy occasional drinks and music at pubs and clubs. the last time i went was mid-january? miss it very much. shall visit soon.

thirdly, many life changing stories and happenings around my surroundings, hence the re-priorities of my priorities list. everyone grew up and get comfortable with their surroundings, and thus drift apart from each other. therefore many things is left unsaid and later felt that it wasn't necessary. it isn't true that we're no longer close as before, just because of the things we kept from each other. but we just began setting boundaries for our own heart felt notes. there are definitely certain things that everyone wouldn't like to share. but at the end of the day, we know deep in our hearts that even without knowing others unsaid stories, we still love them and treasure them like how we had before. nothing changes.

fourthly, i really need to adjust my body clock! i've been sleeping in the wee hours of the morning and waking up under the hot sun of the afternoon. hence i've been skipping classes like i own it. haha. wouldn't it be great if SP belongs to me? haha.
the other day my classmate was saying if SP was hers...she would have all the courses certs...like this she'll be able to work anywhere and any profession. but i replied you're still brainless even with the certs, instead she retorted you owned the school what...then hire the smartest and brainiest (in this case..meaning those in the director honour list) to do for you lo... -.- then i told her...wahh lucky you don't own SP...PHEW!

yes...talking about school..
its getting frustrating, irritably stressful, depressing and suffocating...
cause its the exam week.
madness..

the first 2 papers, is nothing but a huge pain in the neck! but nevertheless, i studied for it and i kind of screwed both paper. cause both papers is like one after another..its not like as if there is at least 1 day interval..emec was on wed and sstab the next. mek ended day before yest. and this coming thursday would be electronics. rahh...the diagrams...just "so lovely" to draw and to remember.

but well if my results later isn't good. i've got no one to blame but me. i just thought i haven't worked hard enough. though i strongly believe i've work harder than previous semestral exams. :( but well at least i studied enough to fill 1/3 of my brain with the info's. :)

guess i should stop here and continue later. its 3.50am. gee.

why?

2011-02-27T04:25:00.003+08:00

i need to grow up, be more matured.
think for myself..instead of being paranoid by what others said.

due to others influence, people began to have second thoughts of what which is actually simple but it became complicated.

hence when you think back, you start questioning yourself...
why did you even think of that?
you know it isn't true...is it?
why did you say that?
what influence your decision and mindset?

all in all..regrets is what i have to say.
i should have cared lesser as to what others thought, and be less paranoid about certain things.

My Favorite Things - Julie Andrews

2011-02-03T22:13:00.000+08:00

i love you very much twitter.

2011-01-12T00:14:00.001+08:00

fine.

i'm going to take back my words. i can't give up twitter.

its like part of my life now.

doubly shiitttttttttt!

T.T

you being juvenile and your plain assumptions kills.

2011-01-11T02:00:00.004+08:00

i no longer understood the existence of twitter.

you tweet your unhappiness, sorrow, gratefulness and shared with everyone any great piece of news.

however sometimes people tend to overlook and misunderstand the meanings of your tweet. then self-proclaiming that its referring to them.

for goodness sake...

I'm not gonna tweet anymore.

enough is enough.

no one should ever know about my feelings at any point of time anymore.

I'll never reveal anything about how i feel or whatever i thought randomly and or vent my frustrations on twitter again.

this is just too much.

2011-01-06T00:17:00.003+08:00

i'm so lost...

what should i do?

i'm not happy, neither am i depressed nor sad.

i'm feeling nothing.

i don't know which direction i should be heading.

school began on 3jan, mon.

well, the usual excitement students usually feels for it, is now numb in me. why is it so?

i'm not looking forward to it. but rather stress at how everything has unfolded.

everything is just so screwed...

somehow everything is so behind time.

distractions always comes in such times when you're suppose to have full attention for something else. please i beg you...go away. :)

hate it.

sometimes i just felt like crying. but tears just won't stream down.

how would anyone understand the sadness and pressure one is feeling? no one...

Tangled - Wanted : Maximus [HD]

2010-12-19T03:54:00.001+08:00

ain't maximus cute and handsome?

even better than flynn rider!

hoho..

i even adopt his name. :3 ;)
wheeeeeeeee............

Cher Lloyd - X Factor Live Show 4 - Stay - Lyrics and Download

2010-12-17T21:29:00.000+08:00

how mothers deliver a baby from little girl point of view

2010-12-14T03:07:00.000+08:00

ain't she cute?

omg... if she were to be anyone's child.

you can jolly well bang your head on the wall.

just look at the guy talking her. epic.

hahaha... tyvm kim!

2010-12-14T02:57:00.003+08:00

this picture is a joke...

this picture was reblogged by kim my very dear friend, on her tumblr tagging me on twitter.

knowing this is my favourite song for christmas....

in turn she did this to me.

how traumatizing. thank you very much!

i'll love you more! i swear. i'll give you a 100 kisses on your forehead. till death will you remember to traumatize me lesser. :)

2010-12-03T22:29:00.001+08:00

Am i invisible to you?

Mona Lisa Smile [Movie Trailer]

2010-11-27T01:58:00.000+08:00

I have always loved this show, no matter how much i've loved it last time i'll still continue to love it forever and always. My all time favourite show. :D

my love for this show is unexplainable. i just fell deep in love with it somehow. haha

2010-11-22T23:15:00.002+08:00

bonjour il!

i a eu aujourd'hui une belle journée à la maison de Huimin

si je saute hahaha école.

très indigne de moi.

nous avions la meilleure présentation copieux jamais!

bonsoir tout le monde!

Je vais écrire à nouveau, puis ...

find me - david gates

2010-11-14T03:33:00.000+08:00

david gates!

A Fine Frenzy - Almost Lover

2010-11-14T00:18:00.000+08:00

Almost Lover - A fine frenzy

it happens that this song was found in my phone w/o me having to download it. usually i'll just skips songs that weren't dl by me, but somehow after listening to it once.
i fell in love with it. hahaha!

enjoy!

2010-11-07T02:13:00.002+08:00

hello loves!!

i realise i've a boring wall of texts on my blog..

therefore i decided next time everytime i blog or post something, i'll definitely accompany it with a video or song! hehe :D

i'm going to neglect this place for as long as my interest in it is.

lol.

.............

i don't know what to say anymore.

but well nvm.

nights loves!

Atomic Tom: "Take Me Out" on Fearless TV, March 26, 2010

2010-10-25T23:51:00.000+08:00

they're AWESOME!!!

2010-10-18T23:58:00.003+08:00

its DEFINITELY time to discard my work shoes and replace it with a new pair.

it certainly stinks to the extent i could no longer tolerate.

for heaven's sake! i doubt even the shoe pad helps so what if its made from charcoal. lol.

well i should be grateful that others cared about my feet. but well no matter how much i've done to salvage my stinky shoes/feet, i seriously felt hopeless in preventing such stinky incidents from happening.

may be i should just accept the surgical way of treating my sweaty feet and palms. :(

school began yesterday...

i don't know how i felt about it yet. i kind of have mix feelings for it. sigh...

tomorrow/later when the new day arrives, it'll be a hell of a day. oh man! i really hate running. save me someone.... damn it!

arghhh.....

2010-10-03T00:48:00.004+08:00

MY MY!!

results will be out on monday...4 oct!

what should i do?

i'm scared seriously.

i haven't been a good student lately, i'm often late or absent.

i fool around way too much.
i will never touch my books, till the very last minute when exam's here.

i hate it when ppl read my things when i'm not done with it. it should be private and confidential. since not everything i type is publish. it can just be random thoughts or feelings for anything at anytime. so i dislike ppl reading my things when i'm not through it.

i'm learning to be an introvert.

i began to dislike telling others things, since they would never understand. :)

when anyone reads this please don't ask me why. or ask me to tell them things. i will tell you when i feel like it. :)

i couldn't care less how close you were with me. though no one has done any harm to me. i still prefer to keep things to myself. :)

2010-09-06T23:57:00.002+08:00

hohohoho....

tmr's my instrumentation paper. and i've no idea what i'm doing here. :)

proud of myself. ha!

anyway i found a great new way to finish my body mists in no time.

just recently my house stink of silicone/ super glue, coming from my tenant. :( i don't know why. may be she's trying to fix something... however the smell has been there continuously for several nights. hopefully by next week she'll be done repairing. if not i'll suspect her for sniffing glue! haha... cos its extremely suffocating. really its not a joke. worse still her room is just opposite mine :( :(

ok so lately because of the stench, i've been using my body mists as a room spray. since i've 3 bottles of body mists waiting for me to use, i've decided to complete them, not only by spraying on my body but also onto my working area. :D brilliant ain't i? lol

righttt... i must be mad... ok time to get back to study.

huge temptation! so irresistible! stop drifting away michelle!.

2010-08-27T02:34:00.004+08:00

i'm so tempted to buy new cosmetics products, even though i don't use them daily.
anyway i just recently packed my stuff categorizing them into different sections such as make-up, products, things ppl bought from me and etc. after packing, little did i realize that I've a bag full of make up, so much to the extend that i couldn't zip the bag up. haha. and i'm super ultra tempted to buy new ones!! god!

damn... nvm i shouldn't much care less for that bag full of things.
i'm so gonna tour sephora after exams.

i don't know why i've this problem. i always wanted to do things during my exam period, which i know its crucial for me to study. however after exam i just couldn't be bothered to actually follow up what i wanted to accomplished earlier on. lol. zzzz

i need to seriously focus. worse of all its just 2 days away from my exam. and i'm still happily slacking away. marvelous! bravo michelle! you've done well... may you pass with distinctions. and tank fam. lect will love you loadss... lol.

ok time to wash up!

i'm not vain.. but i want to look good and be healthy and fit as i grow older.

2010-08-25T00:12:00.004+08:00

i have no idea how much more damaged i will do to my skin.

seriously... this is not a joke.

i was working today, and i could not put on make up on my face cause it was peeling badly due to the sunburns.

hence i decided to play with body shop foundation on other parts of my body.

i was being playful so i tried to compare the current shade of my foundation; i'm using #04 (if i were to used body shop foundation) with the first shade. hahaha

guess what?

after years of soaking my skin under the harmful sun rays to the extend that, i've to use shade #05 or #06 now instead of my usual #04 and to be truthful i'm originally a shade #01 user. i tried the first shade on my collar bones and it blends super well, and if i apply it on my face i'll look like some geisha.

i shouldn't get any tanner than what i am now. regretted.

very sad.

i didn't expect my skin tone to change that drastically over such a short time due to my enjoyment of such sports.

something tells me that i should m.i.a from sailing for a period of time. and even forgo-ing the up coming expedition trip to Paula hantu later. i don't know what more worse/ damage would happen to my face.

working at body shop helps me gain more insights/ knowledge about skincare, make-up and body care; including the various fragrances that is able to help in different ways.

knowing that over exposure to sun rays even with a heavy dose of sunblocks that rates SPF 50+ doesn't help or cover you much really. even with sunblock it can't help to prevent your face much from early dark pigmentation and wrinkles. just thinking that i'll look older than my actual age or among my peers makes my body start screaming.... " stop going for sailing, either m.i.a or quit it. i'll still want to look young even when i've hit 30 or older!" the thought of it is so scary. imagine if you're only at a tender age of 20 or 21 (the prime time of your youth) however because of your activeness under the hot sun causes you to look 10 to 20 years older with all the dark spots known as melanin and wrinkles. i certainly did not wish for that, when i first join the co-curricular activity.

damn... what should i do??

fine i should think of a solution asap. however in the mean time, i should really study hard. no matter how much i dislike it, i should still do it and score well, just get over it. i've been fooling around and neglecting my studies way too much... imagine having movie marathons for the past 2 study weeks till the wee hours of 5am everyday w/o fail. wow... i'm a genius! alright i got to stop and start to wash up and began that painful journey of studying. sigh.. sometimes having to live life like this is a pain in the neck.

(p.s i apologise if my use of language is poor :) )

Girls Aloud - The Loving Kind

2010-08-21T21:35:00.000+08:00

they're lovely! <3>

2010-08-02T23:47:00.004+08:00

yay! ok i'm back back!! :D

lol

i'm really really lazy to blog. but still i'll blog about my stuffs... well sometimes.

ok so today i've been really hardworking (*grins!* hehe) i spent the entire day rushing my mmit graphics which is due today. so yeapp i just send my beloved mmit teacher my zip

file...FINALLY! i was still procrastinating on doing my web design until few days ago i decided to do and be good to complete it, plus i change my topic. the topic is about me having a dream to set up a cafe. and ya the topic is rather lame... its Dream....Dream...Dream. -.-

ok so after finish researching for all my materials, i realise my desktop was flooded...for some reason neither do i know it...

can you see the picture? hmmm it seems rather small...

well anyway, before i actually complete my research my desktop was actually only half-filled... i was laughing at Wendy the other day when she showed me her full desktop.... well it happens to me now. TIME TO CLEAN UP!! :(

OK away from my overflowing desktop....

how has everyone been? (to those reading this..)

for me I've been pretty busy. busy with many things like school stuff (realize there's many things to complete... T.T), working, training, shopping and playing. hmmm... it feels like i'm getting older each day... i'm getting even more exhausted as each day passes. i don't know why either... may be the lack of proper sleep is the cause of it.

alright so i'll end here... and i'll blog again million years later! :) i had a sudden urge to blog about my overflowing desktop hence i came in. hahaha... i'm getting more and more random each day, can't help it (just look at the influences i have around me they're super duper random till the extent you don't know what to reply to them, but only OH OK! hehe.)

2010-05-28T02:45:00.002+08:00

now i know what's the reason for plastic surgeons to exist.
they are the ones who turn ugly ducklings into swans.. not the inside but outside. no matter how ugly you are, as long as you've undergo a process with the hands of a plastic surgeon, you are no doubt a swan.
not everyone have natural good looks, they all require those genes from someone and, not everyone has the genes. if not you'll be an ugly duckling forever. no amount of cosmetics is able to salvage anyone from being an ugly duckling.

ok i think i'm talking about alot of weird stuff here, cos my head is spinning. i should be studying! not here. lol tired... :(

how do you turn someone into a swan?, w/o having the need to undergo a process with knives and also good genes?

i don't mind being lonely. but i don't see why having a companion is good..

2010-05-01T00:31:00.002+08:00

to have lived a full 18 years.. one must have expected that he/she has had enough experience and probably knows the insights of life and the way the society works as things evolve around you daily.

people around me used to say that in order to make way for new things you need to sacrifice what you currently have, those unwanted ones or less important. hence lately this sentence keeps popping into my head, thus making me to ask myself what i truly want?.. and Am i doing the right thing?.. i don't know if i gave up alot or is it that i've brought the trouble upon myself...

firstly, i promised myself that i will not work when i study, and i'll focus fully on my studies. however this did not happen.

secondly, i chose to work even when i'm studying. i told myself that you can still balance studies-work-cca at the same time. but this proves me wrong. its not that my studies is de-proving but i think i've gave up alot of my time i used to have for cca and friends. because of this, the distance between me and my friends and cca mates grew bigger, which is why i prefer to keep to myself and talk less nowadays.
thirdly, people around me keeps asking.. (-.- irritating question i dislike to hear) why you don't have a boyfriend? don't poly have a lot of guys, so what's stopping you to get one? if not... Eh! go get a boyfriend la... -.-

i don't know what's wrong with them but i really dislike it. after what happen previously... its not that i was deeply hurt before, and because of it that was stopping me from getting into a relationship. but i actually thought to myself that... what's the point of getting into one, when its just out there to get yourself into more troubles and getting the other party hurt...besides do you have that much time to waste? i know life is short... that's why everyone should enjoy when they're young and especially at a time where they have lots of time to spare. but that's not me... not something that i'll probably do to enjoy this short life of mine.
just take a look around you... how many friends of yours have a happy relationship? why do they have to worry more when they're in a relationship... like worrying what to eat when they're on a date?.. where should we go?... what should we do?... and after all that suffering they finally broke up, crying and claiming that they love each other so much that w/o them life can't go on. i think that is really stupid and hilarious...

i think min is someone who knows me well enough and practically knows about my problems inside out. she is someone i treasure alot...
previously i had alot of problems about life and relationship and i told her everything about it. then she told me something till now i still remember..

she asked me if i'm ready to commit...
she told me if you're ready to commit, you know that you need to sacrifice time for it. (which i don't)

hence because of me i've inflicted pain on someone else unintentionally, who i haven't known for long and since then i've felt guilty about it. my actions at that point of time really reflects badly about me. and i never wanted it to happen again. the excuses i've made for myself to explain things to the other is not the kind of person i was born to be.

if that person i used to hurt happen to read this post...
i wanted to tell you that, i'm sorry for making up excuses to explain myself to you. i'm sorry that i keep dragging that matter despite knowing that i won't like you, and i've only wanted to be your friend that's all. i've never expected things to turn this way. i hope you'll find a
better girl you will like next time, but not someone who resembles your ex.

IM VERY EXCITED!! :D

2010-04-26T20:38:00.002+08:00

my pay's coming in... :) is it today or tmr? or wed? i know its this week. i think. hahaha anyway. its coming :D

i'm kind of nuts now... :)

don't offend me. if not i'll kill. hmm just joking...hmmm you better don't try.

2010-04-06T02:05:00.004+08:00

heyy!! hi ppl :D :D ^^

i'm back in Singapore for near to a week. i missed shopping at platinum mall though. (i bought many things!! i loved it!) haha :P

Bangkok is definitely fun and a heaven for shopaholics :D others may say its heaven to females but to be truthful there are many things for guys too. just that those guys who doesn't know how to explore the place, whine non-stop complaining that there aren't any thing for guys. tsk!! terrible.. such losers..

anyway, boy...little did i know that the guys i went with is even more adventurous then me. envy...

besides that the shopping is great! the hotel (our abode) is ESPECIALLY LOVELY!! so beautiful.. haha:D thank you very much shermin teo! ppl you can take a look at it..this is the web for it: budacco.com

so all of us escape the worrisome city for a short vacation in Bangkok for 5D4N. cool..

after that we're all back to our workaholic selves. :D

heehee...

oh did i mention before in other posts that i'm deeply in love with cosmetics?

ya i think i did..

so yupp. now i'm once again deeply in love with it. i used to only fantasize having to own those cosmetics. but now hahahaha.... i owned it. so i actually bought those for near to $210 bucks. i realise i'm quite good at spending actually. scold me all you want my friends. genie just scold me today (yesterday). :( went out with her and i bought another 2 cosmetic products (that's why it cost me that much) hehe

i got to control....

ok i need to sleep. having a full day later, dealing with hilarious and sometimes extremely shitty ppl. like as if i've offended them. kns!! not happy don't come la, like as if i want to sell you things. you think you very big uh!! -.-

goodnight and good morning(2.30am already..) ppl :)

I Gotta Feeling Parody

2010-03-16T23:58:00.001+08:00

funny video..

Kate Voegele - Forever and Almost Always

2010-03-15T00:35:00.001+08:00

so the story goes on down
the less traveled road
Its a variation on
the one I was told
and although its not the same
its awful close, yeah

in an ordinary fairy tale land
theres a promise of a perfect happy end
and I imagine having just short of that
is better than nothing

so youll be mine
forever and almost always
and Ill be fine
just love me when you can
and Ill wait patiently
Ill wake up every day
just hoping that you still care

in the corner of my mind I know too well
oh that surely even I deserve the best
but instead of leaving
I just put the issue to bed
and outta my head

oh and just when I believe
youve changed for good
well you go and prove me wrong
just like I knew you would
when I run out of second chances
you give me that look
and youre off the hook

because youre mine
forever and almost always
and Im fine
just love me when you can
and Ill wait patiently
Ill wake up every day
just hoping that you still care

oh, what am I still doing here?
oh, its all becoming so clear

youll be mine
forever and almost always
it aint right to just love me when you can
I wont wait patiently
or wake up everyday
just hoping that youll still care

forever and almost always
no it aint right
to just love me when you can, baby
aint gonna wait patiently
I wont wake up everyday
just hoping that you still care

2010-03-06T15:25:00.003+08:00

I've decided to make a new year resolution. i know its late, very late. but well its only march! :D

okay so here's my resolution for 2010..

1) be a vegetarian. practice light diet.

2) exercise on a regular basis. especially stretching.

3) make it a point to bring a water bottle out every time i go out.

4) try to avoid consuming things that I'm sensitive to.

5) invite less trouble for myself.

simple isn't it. hope it'll be successful for a lazy bum like me. ^^

:( :( :(
Saturday should be $$ earning day. but I'm not working and I'm bored.. hmm lets learn something new then.

We Are The World 25 For Haiti

2010-03-04T00:07:00.001+08:00

2010-02-16T02:53:00.003+08:00

CNY's kind of sucky.
(to be truthful i wish that i don't have to celebrate it, the music seriously...-.-)

the few things i enjoy is probably:

1) receiving Red Packets from my relatives. haha $$ (i should stop being so money-faced.. :()

2) the night out with the guys to catch Percy Jackson, its quite a good show actually. i like it!

3) steamboat with the lovelies at xm house. we should organise such gatherings more often. its definitely better than house visiting.

4) you know what? I dyed my hair!

yupp so its this colour ^: mocha orange

T.T sobs.. but the colour is not obvious. I'll definitely w/o fail dye a second time :)

I'm gonna make some changes to my image. i want to change my hair style but i still want to keep my hair long. any ideas my friends? do recommend... :)

Examinations after cny is definitely not fun. In fact you don't get to fool around much and that is very saddening. Next time if i have the opportunity. i don't want to celebrate cny or new year in sg. i want to go overseas. I'm really anticipating for the trip later to Bangkok with the guys. but first thing first before becoming obsessed with the trip there, exams comes first no matter what.
okay my head isn't functioning well. basically i have no idea what I'm talking about. lol

anyway HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL MY FRIENDS! (well if you happen to read it :))

2010-01-30T01:06:00.002+08:00

my brother's temper is getting worse and weirder each day.
i don't understand.
why does he need to flip the chair?
mum questioned him
they debated awhile.
the very first time mum did not argue back.
surprising...

amazed at how things have change.
dad became more open.

i told him that i thought of changing my course of study.
i thought he would scold me.
little did i expect that...
he said okay, but make sure that this is what you want to do.
i nearly teared.
never did i expect that...
he would be so supportive of me, my decisions of my life.

wonder what has gotten into me lately....
i totally lost interest in my studies.
everything is so stagnant.
my throat sore.
mentally tired.
exam's just round the corner.
I've been fooling around. too much.
i should just face the reality and work hard for what I'm doing now.
i need to stop escaping.
i need to be brave enough to face everything.
i miss the old-me...
i think i think too much about things
i need to be simple.

seriously i hope someone could give me a tight slap directly in my face.
i want to cry very much.
......

FLAWZ - New Video - Caitlin Crosby wants you to Embrace Your Flawz!

2010-01-28T00:21:00.001+08:00

embrace it. treasure it. because that's what makes you unique!! :D

everyone is born unique in a way or two. love your flaws. i love mine too, though i do complain about it sometimes but i haven't done anything to it yet. haha...

Sheryl Crow - Soak Up The Sun

2010-01-26T23:56:00.001+08:00

Sheryl Crow - The First Cut Is The Deepest

2010-01-26T23:46:00.001+08:00

another talented singer. i like her and her songs :D

2010-01-26T00:17:00.003+08:00

browsing through the pictures i just took recently...
i've to agree that i look fat. lol

i seriously need to slim down.
i dislike going for trainings. i don't know why either.
i wanted to be a vegetarian... but it seems preeetty hard to be one in Singapore.
if you're a vegetarian, what can you eat in Singapore? you see meat everywhere. gross.. my mouth aches terribly.

many things to be accomplished before Chinese new year arrives...
1)take time off for IKEA!! i need their baskets (i found some practical ones.. GOOD GOOD!!)
2)STUDY for sem exams.. (I'm still slacking, even with datelines of reports and projects coming up..)
3) need for housekeeping.
-involves many many things...

:( T.T :( T.T:(

new names for a better year??....bullshit.

2010-01-25T22:29:00.004+08:00

my new name....
Mixiu Kong Ah Hui.

the workshop teacher called me mixiu...
i called man yu ahlian, in return she called me ah hui. tsk!

now man yu's name is...
Manju Ong Ah Lian...

Manju was given to her by the workshop teacher too..
cause of her coloured hair i called her ahlian. well the way she talk and her actions shows she's one too.

last but not least is jiabei...
Jiabeng Lim Ah Mu

jiabeng was also given by the workshop teacher..
we wanted to call her ah beng...but there's already a ahbeng in my class. so we call her ah mu instead. it was derived from her other name mu zi.

lol
i think sma got a pretty funny lecturer. only the names of the few of us were changed.

we wanted to call kenny...
Khinkiang Lam Ah Kiang.. :P

i'm very lazy. i don't want to do rwp. i don't mind posting my craps here. i'm tired
i want to sleep. idiotic rashes is back. wonder if i can still use the medication..hmm..

my yearnings...

2010-01-17T01:42:00.004+08:00

i envy their.....
..fairness
..confidence
..unique voices
..talent
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i can't think of any, but I've to agree with myself that their really good. fell in love with their songs w/o having to listen to it twice. amazing! even better than kpop. :)

i want to travel far away. sick of this place actually. lets fly my friends... i want to go Australia. haha. i'll earn the money i need.

should i wear a dress? but i don't feel like wearing something that's not my style.
wearing a dress is not me either. neither do i wear bright colours. i'm thinking of a solution. hmmm...

The Veronicas - New song - "Could've Been" (with lyrics)

2010-01-15T22:51:00.001+08:00

they're good seriously. min teach me guitar...

i need to see a shrink.

2010-01-13T02:23:00.003+08:00

dear RWP...
how is it possible for a non-living thing like you to make students lives miserable? the numerous torture you're giving us is extremely idiotic and un-understandable. why is there a need to write long pages of report? i don't understand. why can't you allow us to lead a peaceful and enjoyable life? :( you sucks seriously.

okay i think i'm mad. i'm totally not interested in doing any rwp report. i don't care if the teacher take her bag and walk out of the classroom. i'm mean i know, selfish too. -.-

fine i shouldn't talk to myself...

2010-01-09T03:35:00.004+08:00

Ha! i nearly forgot my user name again. me and my amazing memory. oh ya and my English is getting worse... :( damn..
anyway...the rashes is back again. i need to dig the medicine out, just in case it spreads to my other fingers. fingers crossed* i just hope it doesn't itch too much till it's swollen.

i just realise how fragile life could be. 2 to 3 months ago i receive news of the death of a classmate's kin, but just 12hours ago i receive news of the death of a classmate's kin again. however this time round he is more of a friend than a classmate to me. we were in the same class for 3years, everyone in the class suffered, joked and studied diligently together. besides that i believed everyone in the class has a fair share of nagging, scoldings and uncontrollable temper from both Ben and me. it was shocking to receive news about it earlier yesterday afternoon, about a kin of a close ex-classmate of mine pass away.

to be truthful I've imagined/dreamt of my parents death several times at night when i sleep, causing me to wake up in the wee hours, drench in cold sweat. i wonder why...
i dislike visiting funerals, even if its a close relative of mine. this has always been a fear of mine since young, whenever i tell my friends about it they are always confused. the reason is simple... i don't have a fun-loving childhood. my childhood memories are mostly filled with the deaths of my loved ones. almost every year without fail, my family will received news of it. these incidents happens during my primary and pre-school years, imagine how young i was then? i witness many deaths since young, i even witness how ill my dad got, during the wake of my grandmother. the memory of it seems so fresh, as though it just happen yesterday. besides that, i believe not many of my friends has witness that before, the process of a living person to pass away right in front of you. it is even more horrifying than a horror movie shown in the cinema, giving me sleepless nights for more than a week. :(

secondly, i hate taking bus service 162 from orchard or from Peirce. but on second thought...i seems to hate taking bus services which passes by that building. it reminds me of my childhood.

SS501 "Love Like This" MV

2009-12-18T04:08:00.001+08:00

min this song also not bad...

[Official M/V] J.Y.Park_박진영(JYP) "No Love No More" from Sad Freedom

2009-12-15T02:25:00.001+08:00

genie! watch this! :D

2009-12-15T00:22:00.002+08:00

some times i wonder if she is my mum.
she's knows that my skin is pretty sensitive, when my hand touches oil and water together. however she still bend on cooking oily dishes, adding even more garlic which i hated most.
i seriously hope my hand does not itch later. cause it feels weird now already.

usually I'm the last to eat. thus according to my house rules, whoever the last one to eat will have to clean up the left overs, to be truthful i never like home-cooked food. the only home-cooked food, I'll probably like is her soup that's all. whatever she cook is so oily and salty, not forgetting GARLIC! don't the smell gives anyone a throbbing headache? goodness gracious! -.- she asked me to do the dishes, which i hated most. cause my hands itch most of the time after that, and the consequences is disastrous. i ask her why did she even cook in the first place, when she knows that i hate doing the dishes. she just replied that don't you feel tired having to eat out most of the days? of course i retort back saying I've already grown used to it. i even feel like saying i feel even more tired having to eat your food. but well i didn't say that...if not a whole new drama will begin.

090920 A.N.JELL @ "You're Beautiful" Mini Concert

2009-12-08T17:20:00.001+08:00

MIN! go watch..... nice show! :D:D:D i'm obsessed with it. :S

[LIVE!] 미남이시네요/ 美男이시네요 / You're Beautiful / A.N.JELL - Promise Full Version

2009-12-08T16:51:00.001+08:00

[Engsub] 미남이시네요 ep 7 scene: Go Minam sang 말도 없이 (Without words)

2009-12-08T16:35:00.001+08:00

sad... :(

2009-11-24T23:22:00.003+08:00

i dread for Wednesday (tomorrow) to come. I've yet to complete the PowerPoint. and worse of all the dress code :( why no jeans? damn. so shit its formal! neither of my teammates know what to wear. damn. I'll ransack my wardrobe later to see what i have. :( wearing a dress is definitely my last choice. I'll dig out a pair of pants no matter what, be it borrow from my mum or best friends. but i don't think my friends can lend me since we're of different size. besides that does huimin have? I'll have to ask her. but i doubt so.
MST is in 1 week time. so shit.
i don't have enough time to study. test everywhere.
programming test is on this Thursday. I'm very well prepared to die in front of the computer, even if i know what to do. I'll usually blanked out. damn... how?? save me ppl seriously :(

thank god that maung is actually teaching me apm. well at least i know how to do apm sums now. thanks a million! lols. i seriously i hope i'll not drift off again into my dreamland during ecct. lect. what mr lee said is like lullaby. i can dozed off anytime.

everything is in a mess now. i've got to study harder. my dear gpa...please wait for me. don't fly off too fast. :( i'll shower you with lots of my love when i can. (well i doubt i've any) what's love anyway? ;(

ok off to rush my ppt...its urgent!

2009-11-14T00:31:00.002+08:00

haha! its good to know that i'm not the only 18. alvin just turn 18 yesterday. thanks. i feel so much better. but well at least i'm not the oldest. :P
we dine with him at macpherson and zhicheng ah pek house. but before that we stayed at wendy's house to waste time, since no one wanted to go home. Reason because the dinner was actually arranged to be at 6.30 - hence we didn't want to go home. [but well we only left around 8 for dinner, cause of their mahjong addiction plus the cathay webby was loading very slowly ): ]

damn my throat feels sore and my head feverish. :( i'm tired.
working later in the evening, sadly i couldn't join fat, keat and ling for steamboat. arghh.. i haven't seen them for some time alr, though i met them weeks ago. i misssed siti badly. min too. :( i miss many others too.

ok i better start washing up now. nites ppl! :)
[feel free to tag. its been stagnant for sometime already, BUT! don't spam uh...] hehehe!

2009-11-09T20:25:00.002+08:00

while doing housekeeping for lathe, i thought of this when i was cleaning. i even tell macho and jia bei about it.
i told them "eh i do housekeeping every mon, wed and occasionally on weekends..."
jiabei look at me and stare. they must be thinking that i'm a clean freak, who cares about cleanliness very much. but then i continued those housekeeping chores i did was not for my home, but that "lovable lathe machine" and the nose-destroyer shop. haha...jiabei smile.

i believe my lathe machine is even cleaner than my own study table. though i had a hard time absorbing the coolant onto the rag. but it is definitely cleaner than my table.

i hope i'm on my way to finish the lathe assignment. things has been going rather smoothly for workshop, other than the fact that i nearly dozed off while he talks. sometimes i wished that the goggles were black like the ones used for gas wielding. you can actually hide your sleepy eyes behind. that'll be good.

Amelia- Official Theatrical Trailer

2009-11-08T19:44:00.001+08:00

i want to watch this show.
i want to sail too, cause i want to be free.

2009-11-07T23:53:00.001+08:00

they didn't scold me. scary. neither of them scold me. but i believe the 2nd will nag abit.
i'm dying. too many promotions to remember and too many price to memorise too. besides that that idiotic POS machine better not hang. :@ so irritating! i began to panic when it hang twice today. geez.. so unlucky. anyway i've to admit that i'm rather unlucky this week. i hope there will be better luck this coming week. *very hopeful :).

Oh! remember that i had my fringe slice off pathetically by some auntie?
ok i think my hair is growing at tortise speed, however i think it has grown alittle. kim ask me to let it down on monday. so i kind of test it out today. i was so brave! wow. can't believe i actually let it down. cos i'm weak when i'm scared. lols. sounds wrong. nvm. it looks kind of weird on me with that short fringe and short hair with holes in between (i mean the auntie went to trim the ends of my hair, after that i realise one side of my hair is shorter than the other and also there's several bunch of hair that is shorter than most, creating a hole like hair. and it is especially obvious when i tie it up. T.T) why?! that auntie must have a problem with me!

i look weird today while i was on my way to work. i don't think i'm going to let it down again, unless it has grown longer.

i'll never forgive that auntie.. never ever. AND! i'll never ever step into that ass shop again. ever! that ass shop reminds me, how shocked i look. (epic...something everyone will never be able to witness by themselves. for the first time i saw how shocked i look.) secondly, min laughing her ass off at my expression. and lastly, the auntie still dare to say i look good with that fringe. :@ i'll never forget that i actually make an effort to visit all hair accessories shop in amk hub, in search of a nice hair clip to pin up that...that....that...fringe of mine.

2009-11-07T01:51:00.002+08:00

the time has come....
I'll have to learn to let go.....
time heals everything doesn't it?

I'll face the music once and for all, since I've to face it anytime. its an unforgivable mistake actually.

recently, i found movies more interesting than dramas.
not any other movies shown in the box office, but shows that overwhelms one heart and emotions. Classics. few of my all time favourite; Mona Lisa smile, under the Tuscan sun, pride and prejudice, becoming Jane and etc. and more recently, my sister's keeper. it is exciting to watch such shows, as compared to new movies shown in the box office that has no meaning, and to even think that people waste $10 on a movie ticket.

never did i expect that Mr Darcy is such a loving and loyal companion, Elizabeth must be happy.

2009-11-05T21:33:00.002+08:00

finally i understand why zul said "qian $$ is an isuue"....
everything need money.
1) ppcdl
2) fire fighting
3) school fees
4) driving theory lessons
5) personal expenses
6)....
7)...
8)...
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the lists just go on and on...
damnnn... -.-

2009-11-03T01:44:00.001+08:00

this picture is nice.. :)

hmm i'm still worried about my decision on going offshore and onshore..

2009-11-03T01:41:00.001+08:00

i miss you though...

2009-10-27T23:46:00.005+08:00

sometimes i think my parents are very irritating and insensitive. i've never like my parents since young. ppl who just know me doesn't know abt this. not many ppl know abt this.
twitter is irritating at home but not in sch. terrible network.
hahaha! maung just join sailing club. :) fun fun fun...

2009-10-26T23:47:00.002+08:00

lathe is interesting...
he is at his usual today again..nagging non-stop.
but he is nice. :) he is not what i expected.

i'm always late on monday for class. lucky apm pract today was only a briefing for us. i was late for an hour for apm lect. but somehow i think i understand what he teach and know how to do vector. (i guess so!) but i know it is better not to be late.

2009-10-25T00:48:00.002+08:00

i don't know why...
sometimes i just want to breakdown and cry.
this world is somehow so cruel at times.
i understood no one.
when i assured myself that i understand you...you began to change into a stranger which i no longer recognise. everyone's changing so fast. i can no longer catch up.

its not that i've changed....
its not that i've become quieter
neither have i become feminine
the reason is simply because the world revolves at such a high speed, which makes me dumb-founded several times at your actions and words.

somehow i felt that keeping quiet and keeping my comments to myself is the best. although sometimes i wanted to show care and concern towards the ppl i know, however on second thought...i know that somehow you'll misunderstand and things became chaotic again.

i'm tired...really tired.
i'm not talking abt anyone specifically i know, but it is just how i felt regarding the things around me. even now, saying hi and bye to ppl i know is quite tough too.

2009-10-21T13:52:00.002+08:00

either there's some problems with twitter, or it will be my internet connection.
rwp seems tough and stressful, but i think i can do it. lol.
ecct tutorial lect is that engineering drawing lect. from last sem. hahaha! he's hilarious.

everything seems fun and enjoyable. i'll see how things goes after this week finish.
i want to watch becoming jane, julie&julia and my sister's keepers. (somewhere somehow i've misspelled the words) :( i'm prepared for the SA programme i know.

2009-10-19T19:28:00.002+08:00

i made a resolution for myself earlier on before sch begins that i have to change myself for the better. and so on the top of my list is to be punctual. i'm punctual for work, but i don't know why i'm late for class. :( i'm puzzled. i joined the class for only 10 minutes and mr ang released the class. amazing! i should have gone to sch later. lol.
well my class was selected to do lathe first. and i have to say that this is the first time i receive a lecture note from a workshop lect. plus his speech was incredible....it sounds like a lullaby. i've to admit that this is the first time i ever felt so sleepy, while having a class in the workshop. i wonder what will happen to kim. cause he's worse than hegei.

i didn't really get hurt for lathe. how did some of my friends managed to get metal chips all over their body? hmm thats funny. may be i'm only in the early stages thats why. but neither did my classmates complain anything about that. hmm...thats weird.

i'm tired! guess i'll sleep early tonight.

Extraordinary Pantene Commercial

2009-10-17T01:49:00.001+08:00

Thai Pantene television commercial. Its simply brilliant. The story of a deaf and mute girl who learns to play the violin against all odds. One of the most touching advertisements i've seen.

scars lyrics

2009-10-09T01:21:00.003+08:00

Scars by: Corinne May

I just want to run
Just want to hide away
Close my eyes to your gaze
Just want to leave
Don't want to hear them say
"You're no good at this"
When the world swirls with naysayers
Broken wings and torn pages
The road ahead
Drowning in my tears
Break me open
Tear me down
Into pieces
Broken crumbs
On the ground
You can mould and shape me
In your image
Breathe your life
You know I need it
Scars make us stronger for life
Losing myself
Gaining it back again
Forging strength from weakness
All that I am
All that I'm meant to be
Melting in your hand
Let the world swirl with naysayers
Pickled hearts and sour faces
What is real is what I cannot see
Break me open
Tear me down
Into pieces
Broken crumbs
On the ground
You can mould and shape me
In your image
Breathe your life
You know I need it
Scars make us stronger for life
Cut away
All within me
That won't bear fruit
Cut away
All within me
Cut away
All within me
That won't bear fruit
Cut away
All within me
Break me open
Tear me down
Into pieces
Broken crumbs
On the ground
You can mould and shape me
In your image
Breathe your life
You know I need it
Scars make us stronger
Scars make us stronger for life

I'm backed! cruise is awesome!

2009-10-09T00:53:00.003+08:00

I'm back!
i was back yesterday evening. i missed my cabin and cabin mates though. their awesome! Singapore is like a foreign place to me now. its weird that i don't get home-sick. cruise is great though boring at times. the workshop is fun and enriching, i wonder why is he so great. but well its his life experiences that makes him so good. :)
I'm scheduled to work today.... not boring, not tired, and neither is it fun. well normal, I'm able to interact better with my colleagues i think. "A" seems friendlier today. :)
today i just realised how words can be so different and powerful. i began to understand the words "need" and "want" better.

learn some new lessons recently, love is not infatuation and infatuation is not love.

LOVE is devotion based on commitment and unselfish concern for one another. It freely accepts another in loyalty and seeks his or her good.

LUST is an intense sexual urge or appetite, an overwhelming desire (as in lust for power), a physical impulse.

INFATUATION is an unrealistic or extravagant love or admiration appealing to the senses and impulses. Infatuation may be the initial attraction that will, with time and commitment, grow into a mature and unconditional love.

a new phrase I've found: "love waits. lust wants. love can't wait to give what is true and honourable. lust can't wait to take. love mends. lust hurts. love is secure. lust is selfish. lust ends. love lasts." a quote by Joe white, pure excitement.

2009-10-03T00:20:00.003+08:00

so dead..
why am i still glued onto my computer? i haven't begin packing for my camp. :( seriously i got no idea what to bring. may be i'll just prepare the bag, throw in all the accessories i'll be bringing then i'll pack the clothes in later, after the training tmr. lol. what will they or can they train?

i seem to get fatter each day. i know the reason why...but i don't understand why i'm still doing it. besides getting fatter, i'm also getting more and more emotional each day. :(
just like this week, i keep missing some ppl. especially things that will remind me of those ppl.
what's wrong with me? may be its the hormones. lol. i'm old already. i got to admit.

i don't think i can wake up on time later. die....

2009-09-28T00:44:00.002+08:00

life have been enriching nowadays. i'm constantly learning more things to improve myself and my knowledge about everything. its exhausting though...and in addition the "aroma" add on to it. making it sometimes seems so unbearable. little did i expect that the African Red Tea could be that pungent. well...the smell is nice, but you'll enjoy a throbbing headache after being intoxicated by it. jeez.. how did my colleague "enjoy" that?
i like what steph. tried earlier on.... aqua lily + oceanus + white petals. its refreshing.(i hope i didn't forget that formula!), other than that would be satsuma + strawberry. its amazing to know that by mixing some smells you could re-invent a new aroma. should have taken up fat course...chemical process tech. learn the art of perfumery and fragrances. oh i just realise...there's this new course in sp this year...for this up coming intake; diploma in perfumery and cosmetics science. amazing. i believe those learning the art of perfumery needs an extra nose, as one gets faulty easily. may be they need more. who knows? i'll go set up a company like that soon.. then $$ will slowly roll in. hohohohoho... lol i'm money-faced.

i want to watch rachel gets married. i like their soundtracks, and i've fallen deeply in love with kym (portrayed by anne hathaway) after watching its thriller... was this movie even shown in singapore? i can't find it on tudou. many shows to catch and watch. life is good and hectic now. :D well at least i know don't rot anymore other than my off days.. hmm but sometimes my off days are spent shopping with pretty... or snuggling up on my dirty comfy chair for my shows. ^^
ok time to shower now. my eye aches :( everytime after i removed my make-up, tears will start to formulate and drip down uncontrollably, if anyday i will get eye cataract this would be one of the reason. lol

2009-09-19T14:35:00.002+08:00

slumdog millionaire is a great watch. hmm it is sad to know their childhood and growing up stages. they lead a life different from us. i am amazed that how their love for each other could withstand so much obstacles, it is something that is mostly impossible to be done for people living in the city. seriously i salute them. Jamal and latika had the viewers blessing.

i'll be rotting again today. eh no... i'll be busy watching my drama, haven't watch for quite a while alr. busy working and socialising.. :D

i'm upgrading...and that's good sign!

2009-09-14T18:31:00.003+08:00

there's so much to learn about beauty from your hair to your foot. the process of memorising the information might be tiring and exhausting, however it is useful and important to all humans to understand how to take care of your skin better.
today is the first day is my first day of work and already i had begun to dislike something, which originally i myself also dislike..
previously, i was told to put on light make-up as it is required for all workers (well according to Michelle Kong's dictionary: light make-up= foundation and blusher only). definitely i misunderstood what their light make-up was...till i realise later that you have to put on so many things, which i myself couldn't really recognise myself and cause me to stare at my own reflection several times. it's not because the make-up was thick but its just that i've never applied that much stuffs onto my face before. its a make-up regime i've to follow: base, eye shadow, blusher, eye liner, mascara, lip gloss or lipstick (but well most of us use lip balm). its cool to know the technique, but a tedious process to follow. however one thing for sure i do not have to worry, its that they will be providing the blusher, eye shadow and eye liner for us..we're like models cum sales advisors, as we are required to wear their newest make-up range. the only thing i need to get is a new base...mine is finishing. hahaha...i'm waiting for my pay. when i get my pay, i'll make sure i get one. :D i'm afraid of getting even more vain after working there..i'll miss my manliness though. :P i'm a manly woman.. not a vain one, which is what i'm aiming to be. i think i look like a ghost working there..

i wonder if i should go for tmr's sailing wet and dry training. i'll enjoy the dry but not the wet one, i'm unhappy abt showing my skin..especially the tanned line on my legs its well ugly and disgusting. even i feel disgusted looking at it. :( but i still love sailing though.
oh i want go back to Cathay cine leisure for more ear studs.."genie can we go there again?" its cheap! sorry to say that..but seriously i'm a cheapo now.. :D ooohh and also time for a hair-cut for my fringe.

money-faced me

2009-09-13T04:27:00.002+08:00

i hate life now... seriously i have to stop spending money.
my bank is going zero in no time. there's still so many things i want to do...like there's so many movies to catch, and of course clothes and shoes to buy.
i wonder when have i become so vain. its really unbecoming of me. someone out there, who cares for me please help me to change it. thanks! hmm, other than that my laptop is another addiction of mine ever since i bought it. i get glued onto it the moment i start using and i just couldn't stop. haha i think it sounds like the pringles ad..once you pop you can't stop. lol. there's sailing later and its already 4.32am now, thus i felt that i shouldn't sleep but to waste time in front of my computer. but i know today will be a busy and exhausting day for me, well not because of work but firstly ridiculous things i have to go through again, which i thought it has already been finalised long ago thus i don't understand why they want a meeting again. :( lastly, here comes the fun part! its 5A's class gathering cum Clement's birthday party :D HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLEMENT! you're no longer 18 but 19/20...hmm or even older.. (p.s. i've got a terrible memory so please understand :))
i need money desperately...
my dear boss, could you please msg me regarding my work schedule as soon as possible? i need the money.. =D =D

many thoughts of mine. amazingly i did it!

2009-09-10T01:01:00.003+08:00

after having rot the usual way at home yesterday. i decided to read up my old blog post which includes the ones i first wrote on this blog,which dated back to year 2006. well many things have changed, including my speech and language use.. i realised i've been a rebellious child since young and still am now.
Reading through those old post..reminds me of those old sch days where everyone was busy balancing their cca's and studies at the same time, and furthermore the frequent trips that were made back to sch for competition trainings... many things happened..but forgotten. its good.
even i began questioning myself, if i'm also suffering from senile dementia. i just couldn't remember those terrible times i had in school.

my very first post was dated back in september 6 2006, its amazing to know that i'm able to keep up a space of mine for such a long period of time. its september 10 2009 now. 3 years have passed..and this blog is still well-maintain. i'm rather proud of myself for my undying passion to blog abt my mundane life to the world. well why do i say undying, hmm most people around me somehow knows that my interest for certain things was always short lived, however the passion for some could last very long. for this i've to admit that i still don't really understand myself fully.
if i did not remember wrongly, i was only secondary 3 when i first started blogging. i've never thought of owning a space of mine, where i'm able to express my happiness and unhappiness. it was until my bestfriend who introduced this to me. i was a novice to it. i always tell others that i'm a computer idiot, till now i'm still one cause currently i only know how to use the most basic functions of the computer. except the fact that i'm more internet savvy now. i used to keep a diary, well as you know diary are things that is forbidden from anyone but to yourself. however my educated parents does not understand that, which result that i'm afraid of keeping one. however as time passed, i became more open about expressing myself and thus began maintaining a blog, currently i'm not afraid to allow others into my space to read abt my thoughts and feelings. and through this you can actually find friends of yours who cared for you, and those who wanted a better understanding of you. i hope i can continue maintaining this blog, till some point of time when i'm no longer capable to contribute the up's and down of my life to my friend's and the world. its not that i'm dying or anything, but well life is short hence we should live life to the fullest everyday..other than rotting at home. the feeling of it is horrible, to be truthful i hate it very much actually.

ok that's all for now... i'll proceed to a corner of my bed now to continue drawing circles. i've been drawing it the whole day. but i still can't draw a perfect one... :( that's very saddening.

2009-09-08T19:27:00.003+08:00

isn't it beautiful? how i wish such place exist in Singapore! hmm i'll then visit it everyday. However if i knew that such place existed, i'll have chosen scuba diving and photography...learn it well and go cam-diving there. plus! a good camera that can go under-water. wooo... how nice life would be. =) i don't mind sailing there too, provided the dagger board do not get tangle up by the sea-creatures. then i'll be in trouble. hmm...herbal tea sucks to the core! hate it. dad said it was sweet..but it taste horrible. some herbal tea. *puking* i can't believe i gave in to drink just for that reason. how gullible. :( went out with Kim and Wendy. lol i was late as usual. i should forbid myself from shopping at orchard ion...every visit there, i'll definitely return home with things. :P shit. i should get a job soon than idle at home and shopping malls with my lovely friends. =)

2009-09-03T14:57:00.002+08:00

omg! haha i'm excited...nervous... and happy! ^^
i hope i get the job i just applied for... :D its $7/hour. cool la better than bqt. hohoho!

meeting siti later...miss her so much. :D dear god...please grant me that job. please..i keep praying. i want it so badly. will you give me? i promised i'll work extremely hard! and i don't mind working for long hours. seriously! ok...i sound like a despo. :( but nvm its good to like this once in awhile i guess....;) i'm human duh.. lols i've been crapping lately...and definitely my brain has turn rusty. lol what am i talking abt... haha i'm just too excited! *grins..^^

2009-09-01T02:25:00.002+08:00

burgers is medicine to my workers but poison to me.

i learnt a new sport today. Pool.
quite cool. but the place smells, cause of some inconsiderate peeps smoking there. and now the part after my nostrils is aching. it feels like as if i'm going to have flu soon.

jap trip is cancelled. and i'm on my way for MEL camp and sailing expedition. but well before these 2 things happen, i'll have to take my sailing level 1. i think i'll fail, firstly, i can't sail properly. secondly, after doing capsize drill i have a hard time up righting the sail boat.

haha.its late. well obviously...lols

lesson of the day: Independence is important to me, but too much independence is shutting the door.

2009-08-30T00:23:00.003+08:00

now i seriously know why i am short. and has been shrinking constantly every now and then. :)
orchard ion is good and great. went shopping with huimin, starting from bugis to ion. cool! bought a few clothes. nice :) gonna work my ass off...going bankrupt sooner or later. :)

2009-08-22T20:49:00.003+08:00

yesterday when i listen to the song..it was nice, i like its sweet and peaceful melody.
however you told me that this song can bring back past happy and sad experiences or memories to one. i didn't quite believe it..until now.
i was just listening to songs on my playlist...randomly, the playlist just happen to play this song. well, while listening it makes me think back about everything that has been happening lately.....
its sad.. i didn't mean to hurt anyone..but i'm feeling even more miserable now...i'm running even further away. may be i should give a chance to the one, who truly appreciates who i am...

haha hadi said i was terrible today...i was wondering why.
he said i don't accept those people who likes you. but well from my knowledge there are only 2...then he say no...there are more. i'm even more worried now. i don't even feel like talking to anyone. i want to lie on my best friend shoulders...i want to confide in her. i need her. i'm afraid of the world now. the world i used to think of was a sweet and warm place...but now.... it seems so distant and scary. save me....should i keep running away?

2009-08-22T02:49:00.002+08:00

Its interesting to talk to an old friend...
lately i began to worry for myself... well after knowing some facts..

Firstly, i regretted asking that question...it's best kept unknown, but well it is obvious isn't it? the way they talk and their actions..states it clearly.

Secondly, i keep asking myself this question..."Do i like him? Or is it that i'm reciprocating his love for me, just because he was nice to me?" this is so scary. i've been running away from such things for quite some time already. and i began not to be able to understand the person anymore.

Initially, i always thought that it feels good to be loved by others. however, just recently i felt that it is very scary, to know that quite a number of people likes you...and and i just doesn't want to go to sch anymore. suddenly felt that school is a scary place not a fun place. and i just want to live in my own world, being contented with the things i have.

In this post, i'm basically talking abt 3 person, first an old friend. and the other 2 person who likes me.. its scary.

p.s. well for my friend's if you happen to read this.... this just some small thoughts of mine i want to penned down. if you met me after reading this please do not ask me anything regarding this. i will just ignore.

i'm miserable and confused..
exams is just next week...well wish me luck..cause i've got practically nothing in my head despite having done the past year papers. :(

2009-08-17T21:40:00.000+08:00

hello!
my papers is just next tues and still i've got nothing about basic thermo in my brain..think i can go and die alr. lol

hmm told my dad that i wanted to do a check up...
dad: your back pain again ah? better go...plus go for x-ray see what's wrong.
me: -.-"! its not that my back that is painful...but my leg don't know if my problematic back affects my leg...hmm ok la back a bit pain i think its cause of heavy backpack thats why...but well its just only a muscle strain..no big deal
dad: ok..but better go for check up...
me: don't need la...i got no money anyway. wait for it to get worse...then i'll see. :D
dad: .......

lol! not helpful at all...he ask me to visit the doctor, but he's not financing me... :(
i want to go ecp asap to cycle.. :D my best friends please make yourself free...and make time for me too... i don't want to go arcade again, it is irritating..

blogger is down again...and twitter is slow. :(

2009-08-14T22:48:00.000+08:00

wow...there's some problem with blogger seriously. hmm should i change it to wordpress or lj?
lol...i don't think i have the time now. but well later.

the pain on my left leg is still going on and off. hmm its time to go for a check up i think.
is the pain cause by my spine or the protruding bone on my feet? hmm what if the problem is very serious and requires surgery? what if i lose the mobility of my left leg or even worse bedridden? hmm i'm thinking too much i guess..
i wonder if i had follow my doctor advise previously before i was discharged..
i believe i had maintain a good sitting and sleeping posture...thus i don't think there should be a problem with my spine. hmmm then what's the problem with my left leg then? i'm thinking hard...

made a trip back to school with huixian today even though both of us had no class,to hand in the money for the embroidery of our jacket and also our jacket. after that we went plaza sing. daiso and haha...we ate and cam whole at yoshinoya..(pictures at fb), luckily no one stared at us at yoshi thinking that we're some insane humans. hmm we studied at amk and had a heart to heart talk...huimin should have come. hope she'll get well soon! i guess that either she ate seafood last night or her room must be very dusty, if not her eyes wouldn't be swollen.

2009-08-10T19:45:00.001+08:00

i'm so in love with twitter and facebook now...yay!!!!!!!
shit! i got to stop.
i remove my blue nail polish earlier today..hmm should apply black or purple haha or even scarlet red? hmmm...
got to buy black..not enough. :D nail polish frenzy..

haha jon let's ask everyone out to club one day. but you gotta protect us you know? big bro...
hey must scare genie.. :D lols
i'm bored..:(

2009-08-08T02:48:00.000+08:00

sighh...there's some problem with blogger..
i can't upload any photos, worse of all i can't even see the options tool bar when creating a new post.
hope everything will return back to normal soon.

YAY! family day tmr..
i'm looking forward to it ^^
met up with jia ye on siti's birthday. haha he said i changed.
i was like what the?! where got? haha..
but anyways i missed allmy classmates and those days we had together in school, the chaos we created. :D so memorable.

2009-08-04T23:45:00.001+08:00

hello! i think its near to a month since i last post something... but i think thats normal.
my life nowadays is getting more and more mundane and stressful. lectures, tutorials, projects, expedition stuff and up-coming semestral exam. these routine never change. and one thing i don't know how i'm able to pass my up-coming semestral exam. i got practically nothing in my head. T.T!

i want a change...but how?
i've got no idea....but i just hope to get rid of everything by this year

hmm...its SITI HAWA BTE ALIBABA 18th birthday today!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY! :D
hmm we can't do much even we are 18.
she can't drink. so it ends with air drinking.
hmm genie's b'dae is in oct...wow! very far away indeed.
hmm huimin's b'dae is nearer, i'll continue waiting...
i want to go scotland with my best friends next time...haha i want to visit the place that cultivates whisky! omg...i think i sound like a hard core drinker..
i'm not a drinker ok...hmm i'm just curious..

hmm i miss all my lovely friends and ex-classmates. so should i go back for family day?

i've been thinking alot lately...i've got to stop. less i'll go into depression. then it will be very sad.

2009-07-11T22:53:00.002+08:00

i'm back.
i wanted to post something the other day, but when i was typing half way my internet stopped working suddenly. lols. it always happen.
anyway i skipped training yesterday, to celebrate feli and ali birthday. it was late but well all of us still enjoyed ourselves. we celebrated at the miss clarity cafe at upp. Thomson. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY FELI AND ALI! :D

i've been busy with school lately.
firstly, the need to rush assignments.
secondly, edit powerpoint presentation.
thirdly, cca.
fourthly, japan trip preparation.
lastly, training for poly50.

seriously i think i need to get a life, my daily life on involves school. i want to watch movie. haha previously my friends and i earlier on agreed to watch UP together but ended up everyone was so busy with their things then we gave up the idea.
MST finished last week. well my results was ok. most of my classmates scored better than me. initially only wanted to pass my papers only but after i got my paper back. i change my mind i should have gotten full marks for basic thermodynamics, the reason i lost marks was because i made lots of stupid mistakes. thats why i lost that few 5 marks. -.- i'm pissed at myself at how is it possible to made such mistakes. Another thing was that capt. Raj told everyone that we don't have to continue with the presentation on marine casualties. when i heard that i was pissed. you will say that its a good thing that the presentation was cancelled but my group and i spend alot of time doing it. we even meet up during one of the days of our busy term break to do it. why can't he find another day and ask us to do the presentation? i don't mind staying back after all lesson has ended to do the presentation. he's not my favourite teacher. neither is the module he is teaching me my favourite, however i don't want our efforts to go down the drain. our presentation may not be the best, however we did the presentation through understanding and several research done, to get better understanding of it. ;(

ohh another thing i'm included for the japan trip, which will take place during my september term break. but i'm only place as a reserved. and during this period of time, we had to go for project works every wednesday to prepare for it. its a good thing i think.

i feel guilty nowadays, especially on training days. because i've been going for training almost everyday to train for poly50 with the team as the race is on 29th july. and the guys in the team run damn fast, but i'm kind of slow. so i feel guilty most of the time, cause i might bring the team down.

lols. i should be bathing now. i've even taken the clothes from my wardrobe. but ended up posting something on my blog. lols. :D

2009-06-23T00:22:00.002+08:00

i'm tired..
i've BSC from today till wed(24june)...haha definitely it is fun. i don't mind exchanging tanned complexion for my fun. :D
i'm not prepared for mst..
i've not completed my project works..
my assignments is incomplete..
school term-break is finishing soon..tell me what should i do? mst is just straight after the term-break.. the first time ever i am so scared and worried for tests.
sjab camp ended today, however sadly i did not manage to stay throughout the camp and enjoy it with all the cadets. cause i leave the camp now and then during my stay in camp. i was only there the whole day, on the last night- yesterday. the cadets had journey to the west late last night in school...haha i had a fun time teasing them with Bervin. that pail of smash sardines mixed with different foods; like soya sauce, flour, tomato sauce and etc....haha smells terrible...even after i bathe my hands still smell fishy. i think the cadets who i've tease with using that pal of mixed food will smell even worse, cause i've use it to style their hair, as a face/ body mask and expensive sushi that cost $500... most of the cadets ends up thinking that what i've put on them was tuna...lols.

Had sailing today, yupp definitely it was fun. haha the coach was not as strict and fierce, from what i expected. he was nice and i think he coach us well. he praises us too, hmm but i shouldn't be complacent, but live up to his expectations. i wonder if i'm unlucky today...cos when its my turn to sail the winds was very light. haha but when i switch it with my partner the winds was strong...and he's able to tack quickly. at first he had the same problems, especially when trying to tack that particular area. but later strong winds came. and he's able to sail properly without problems...i'm jealous. nvm i'll try again tmr...haha :D sailing begin after completing capsize drill. the capsize drill was rather easy, i thot i couldn't turn the pico upright...haha cause zul said in order to turn the pico upright, it requires someone who weighs at least 50 kg. obviously i weigh below it, so when the coach ask me to do it i was very worried. fortunately...i made it! omg... unbelievable. but one sad thing, i'm not able to pull myself up after landing in the water T.T...hmm i think i need more practice. i'm currently looking for a suitable candidate to accompany me to the swimming pool one day, to pull myself after swimming. haha. you might think that...that one is at sea not at pool, then why go to pool and train? haha its because previously i had swimming pt, and i had problems pushing myself out of the water. so i'm going to train starting from the pool then to the sea.

ok nites ppl! i've got to wake up early tmr....hmm my head spinning slightly. got to rest soon if not i've to cab down like today again. haha cause i overslept. i don't understand why my friends are laughing at the fact that i overslept. is it that funny? crazy ppl.

2009-06-19T02:09:00.003+08:00

I'm falling in love with red....oooohhhhh.
i want that camera! st50. i don't want to change my phone. lets get a cheap phone but good camera. ^^. lols i can't make up my mind.

i want my long long hair back! T.T! i want it to be extremely straight!

why am i like this? crap. I'm getting weirder each day..

2009-06-17T00:54:00.002+08:00

hello...
i'm bored.
i like coming to my blog now, cause its FIXED! :D
i need to wake up at 7.30am, to go shopping for st.john camp food with zhao min and yiting ma'am.
i haven't study for my exams yet...i'm so dead. die i better start now. if not from friday onwards i'll be very busy. by the time i'm finished with all the camp's and bsc's it'll be the third week of term-break already. after that there's a media presentation to captain raj and the very next day is basic math exam. everything is in a mess now. sigh....

hmm, i better begin preparing now. Nites peeps. :D

2009-06-16T03:19:00.004+08:00

haha! finally the links are fixed! :D. As i've changed my blogskin. hmmm i don't think this blogskin is nice enough. Nevermind....*sigh i'll find another nicer, when i'm free. :D

okay..now i'm off to bed. got to wake up at 7am later. but its already 3.21am. lols
wonder if i'm able to wake up. And OMG! I love STINGRAY!!!!!!!!!!! ahhhhhh......i think i'm mad.
i just ate it earlier today with min, her bf and xian, and damn i'm still craving for it. LOLs!

ok nites peeps. (haha i blogged OK?)

OHH! AND ALSO I WANT TO SAY THANK YOU TO THOSE WHO GREETED AND CELEBRATED MY BIRTHDAY, ON FACEBOOK AND SMS. HAHA ESPECIALLY THOSE WHO CELEBRATED MY BIRTHDAY...:D THANK YOU VERY MUCH. AND FINALLY I'M 18....wonder if its a good thing or not...hmmm.... T.T i feel so old....

2009-06-05T23:03:00.006+08:00

hi peeps...
school term break starts now, but it doesn't seem like a break to me.
i rather not have any school holiday, and attend school everyday, whatever time is fine. as long as i don't have to do so many things within 3 weeks, such as project works, cca's and the need to study for mid-semestral exam, which will begin once the new school term starts. this is the worse school holiday I've ever had. and the MOST MEMORABLE birthday ever...having to complete service learning that day.

-.- the smell of ketchup and chilli sauce is so disgusting, and Maggi noodles taste so bad suddenly. i want kimchi ramen!, have been missing it so much.
oh i had engineering drawing test today, obviously it was bad. i need more practice and time management in order to complete 2 question within 2hrs. luckily it was just a test, something like 'O' level prelims before the actual one to prepare us for it. sigh...guess by the end of my 3 years in poly, I'll live officially in china zoo. my eye bags and dark circles are returning, and it was even worse than what i had during the school holidays after O's. hope i don't really have to join the giant pandas meixiang and tian tian, 3 years later.

2009-05-27T01:49:00.003+08:00

I'm exhausted...stress and bored.
school work is piling up, more and more physical trainings for my cca, the time for me to rest, sleep, play and meet my friends is getting shorter.
I'll have to persevere and work harder to achieve my goal.

currently I'm addicted to this Korean song called, wishing upon a star by wonder girls. although the song is in Korean, the lyrics below is translated to english from its original lyrics.

how long have we been waiting?
so many days stained with tears and deep breaths
we could bear the time
for we were together
cold and strange looks toward us
sometimes forcing us to give up, however
whenever so, there was a dream of mine
that protected me
wishing on the star, to the stars up above the clouds
i promise i will never give up
as long as someone hears me
i would be happier than anyone else
sometimes, i made mistakes
things were not as easy as i thought
whenever so, there was a dream of mine
that protected me
wanna be star, like the stars up in the sky
I'll reach and glow brighter than anyone else
as long as someone hears my song
i will keep singing on forever
i won't cry anymore, i will hold up tears
i will start smiling
although the path I'm on would be rough
I'll make my way, i can tell
someday my dreams will come true
yeah i know
wishing on a star, to the stars up above the clouds
i promise i will never give up
as long as someone hears me
i would be happier than anyone else
wanna be a star, like the stars up in the sky
i reach high and glow brighter than anyone else
as long as someone hears my song
i will keep on singing forever
now I'm wishing on a star...

2009-04-25T15:47:00.002+08:00

hello! its been a long time since my last post.
its saturday today, hence there is no school. however there are much catching up in my school work to be done, although i did not missed any lectures and tutorials but it is better to study and revise the things done, to gain better understanding of it so next time when i have a term test i don't have to panic and worry. besides studying, research for certain lectures also have to be done. even though this is only the first week of the semester, it is still very tiring i slept almost everyday on my way back home either on the bus or the mrt. it didn't felt like this when i'm in secondary school, even though i stay in the school for the entire day, being occupied with cca and studies.

oh i just did a personality test to amused myself however it turns out that some of the thiongs it said is true about me. so i think its good to try. so if anyone wants to try it out you can go to this web- http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx.

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education
Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

haha some is true but some are not. like for example "the seriousness of you love" haha that's not true! and the other one is about my views of education. Education is important to me, however what i wanted desperately now is to graduate and work in a shipyard or go offshore and sail together with the vessel/ship.

2009-04-18T23:05:00.002+08:00

how i wish school is still a long time away from now. i want to meet up my friends more and play guitar hero like there's no tommorrow.

yesterday night was an unforgetable one, siti and me met up with genie after school at causeway point for dinner. how i wish time could stop at the moment, so we can chat and tease each other more. i missed the those times when we sit together during recess to eat and gossip, or even rush down straight to the canteen once the recess bell rang. besides that last year KFC @ AMK became our third home, where we studied for Olevels there on a daily basis. my heartache while typing these things here, as it reminds me of my old days. sighs....

so in order to have more fun before school starts, the few of us went jonathan house to play guitar hero, saboteur and scrabble. haha and i manage to play the drums at an EASY level. cool. should have done that earlier. and also its the first time i hear kah yi sing! haha his singing was not bad actually, he kept singing two of his favourite song 1)eye for a tiger 2)la ramba. (wonder if i spelt the words correctly.) :D

sigh...what i want now is to turn back time. and i want to relive those memories we have shared together again. listening to vitamin C- graduation song makes me want to cry and my heart ache.

2009-04-15T21:22:00.004+08:00

hello peeps! schools starting the coming Monday.
many things have been happening these days.
firstly i had my orientation earlier last Mon(13/4/09), it suck big time!
secondly, due to my short orientation spice training was schedule today. and definitely again a waste of my time.
thirdly, tmr is flag day for all year 1 students at SP. i wonder which other polytechnics does the same thing we do. everyone in my course was asked to station at Tanjong Pagar. Jameston is at Eunos. teng how is at bukit batok but then he's not going there. so let's rebel everyone!!

another thing i don't really like some of my classmates. especially the one sitting behind me
he's been rocking his table the entire time in class. so irritating la, that's something only a primary school kid will do. plus some of the girls and guys look so arrogant, like as if its their territory over there. and if you stare at them it feels like they are going to gouge your eyes out. there's no cute or good looking guys. only few normal looking ones or extremes one, like some very gangster kind if not too foreign. haha but well there is always different types of guys in each class. the guys in my class that i've made friends with seems friendly and gentlemanly. cool. haha, and the girls too. nice ppl. made friends with 2 girls, 1 older and the other younger.

haha oh went out with genie yesterday to novena and orchard. bought many clothes. so i am happy. the new limited edition t-shirts from giordano is nice the "cheer you up" ones. ^o^! hence i bought all 4. gonna buy more!! hehehe :D. and ya one pair of converse sneakers and laptop case from pop- since i've got the voucher so i'll spend it wisely. oh i cut my hair today with huimin. hehe. i like my fringe :D huimin is jealous!!

2009-03-29T02:03:00.002+08:00

hello there, its been sometime since i last posted something and i shouldn't have change my blog skin, its giving me problems. regretted..

anyways many things have happened during this period of time,
firstly, my aunt had just past away due to cancer.
secondly, i was busy with the preparation of school stuffs.
thirdly, back to Peirce to train my juniors. (well i knew none of them mostly.)
fourthly, it was zone1's treasure hunt yesterday. it was definitely a fun and fulfilling day for me besides i don't mind getting sun burns and losing my voice. its good to be mute. other than these, too many things has changed so quickly that cause me to be confused and not to be able to understand.
during this long holiday vacation, I've reflected many times upon my words and actions. i felt that i became very blunt, selfish and cold. earlier on i was a pretty good listener, but now even when someone confides in me about his /her eventful day, I'm not able to understand and felt emotionless inside me. the feeling is so terrible. i began asking myself what's wrong? but i just couldn't understand...

since then i began indulging myself in shows, dramas and shows. though it may sound boring but it does helps one escape from reality and make time pass faster...

2009-03-23T14:53:00.002+08:00

heys!
i feel bored but stress, even before school starts. because SP send me a letter, saying that I'm enrolled for the math preparatory lesson. as i didn't take Additional math it secondary school, thus I've to learn it now. damn its hard. plus I've to complete all of it before term starts. there's a total of 6 lessons.

watch Unexpected Access yesterday night at 10. wow the ships/ vessels are so beautiful. I'm so looking forward to work in a shipyard. ^^.
marina barrage. its so beautiful, like the lush greenery it sooth one weary soul.

2009-03-16T00:31:00.003+08:00

Haha! had a fun day today. met up with many st.john people. and ya i miss them too. st.john competition was ok. well i was rather unhappy with that HN judge but never mind. don't let me see him again, lest I'll skinned him upside down.
i think its time to have a hair cut! and i'll make sure i cut it, cause i've been repeating to the people around me that i wanted to have a hair cut since last year but till now i haven't cut it yet. so its time i do something about it.
earlier on i was considering whether to go for OTC- Officer Training Course. but then i couldn't decide and the interview is tomorrow. hence i decided not to go. lolswonder why my brain is made like this. time for a change. oh i felt cheated by the salesperson at the SP roadshow. cause that guy said that with ECO button, you can use your laptop for as long as 9 to 10 hours, haha but then i've been charging my laptop almost everyday when i use. and it only lasted for only 2 to 4 hours. crap. cheat my money. besides i was told that there's uniform for my choice of course and it was very ugly. Damn! why didn't i notice it earlier and foolishly put it as my first choice. everything going shit ways. lols.
i should have grown taller. i felt like a kid wherever i go. most people thought i still haven't undergo puberty yet (they must be blind, there's so many pimples on my face and they still ask me.) there's so many things waiting for me to do and i've not complete any yet. what am i doing? anyways march holidays now, good thing i've got a notebook pc for myself, if not there will be war everyday at home.
ok i'm tired. nites peeps :D(see now i got update hor, every time complain i never update)

2009-02-14T12:05:00.003+08:00

happy valentine's day to all!
This occasion should be spent happily with your friends and families, but sadly I'm working today so I'll be enjoying this occasion with my colleagues and boss (who loves to "eat snake!"). i believed I'll be working very hard today, just like during cny there was so much to do and they were idling at the bar counter, and they stood like statues. Fortunately they weren't painted silver, if not they'll be art!
oh have anyone seen the valentine cakes from bread talk? it has a pleasant smell and a milky strawberry sweet flavour.

i think its nice. and its inexpensive its only $4plus per slice of cake.
try it! :D

biking at east coast!

2009-02-12T13:01:00.008+08:00

East coast was fun yesterday! but some of us got body aches after riding a bike for 6 hours long. ha ha! form east coast to changi my best achievement throughout my life :D. The photos can be seen on jameston face book, I'll not up load the photos, as it is rather small.
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=62748&id=698873859

2009-02-02T21:22:00.003+08:00

hoho! thank god! i finally manage to sign in!!!! :D :D :D
during this period of time many things have happened. especially one of them is my O levels and the posting of my school. with the results I've received, i got my preferred choice of school and course :D and its at Singapore poly- marine engineering.

I'm exhilarated that I'm able to sign in here again, cause previously i forgot my user name, which is my email address, hence I'm unable to sign in and thought I'll have to close this page of mine.

OK since I'm able to sign in here again, I'll probably post more things in the future. :D
(ha ha! i better tell this piece of good news to my friends. they was frustrated at me previously for forgetting my address and they wanted me to create another one.)

2008-08-29T15:55:00.002+08:00

Crap!!!!!!!!! i'm pissed -.-!
i'm beginning not to understand the people around me now anymore, people's mood and their personalities seems to change everyday and every minute. one moment they can be very closed to you, on other times they shoved you off to the other side of the world, giving you shit attitude. what's that for maan?
anyway prelims has already started on monday, 25 august. basically i did not study much and bound to fail that particular subject if i don't work harder for the other half. lols! in total i've lost 16marks...i think if i'm notwrong. For 4 papers, 2 of which are combined papers. i believed that i've lost more marks than just 16marks i've calculated. one of which is the english paper and the F and N essay. well at least the few sections of the paper went on smoothly. i seriously hope won't commit the same mistake again for O levels, and also be better prepared for the challenges ahead.